I am checking in on day 136 with yall. I really love this sober-time community. Thanks to all. Happy sober weekend to everyone. One hour day every day at a time.
Checking in day 173! Didnāt sleep great last night. Lots of worry about my ex who relapsed and is struggling. Iām processing through in therapy but also thinking about attending al-anon. Otherwise Iām doing well- glad itās Friday and have a brunch with coworkers tomorrow (they know I donāt drink which makes that easy and fun).
Work 12 hours today. Have a mid year review with my boss. Should be good I imagine (Iāve been sober almost the whole time Iāve worked here, besides the first month!), but I still get nervous for reviews.
I hope everyone has a fantastic sober Friday and kickoff to the weekend!
Checking in, day 840. Havenāt smoked in 2 days! I feel better physically, although Iām a bit more short-tempered than usually. Went for a run the other day, Iām glad that the weather is a bit warmer, because Iām still sick a bit. Iām still out of meds, I hope I will get at least one ampul next week, because itās getting more and more difficult without that. I plan to work the whole weekend to distract myself as much as I can to remain smoke-free.
Hsppy Friday! Have an awesome day my friends.
Day 8. Still not eating much and very tired, but still going. Kinda patched things up with my boyfriend, at least for now. Dog-sitting again. Hope everyone has a good day!
Iām helping a friend with a yard sale today. Letās just say my sobriety is being tested.
Thanks @Cjp ! Iām really trying to focus on the positives. But today life is really testing me. Bad news on top of bad news. Not tempted to drink. But taking the morning off work to process things.
Today I reached a milestone. I have 5 months sober!!! I had five months back in 2021 and had a relapse. I want to get past five months this time. I feel good today. Iām not depressed like I have been. Iām working now and feeling good about myself. Iām being productive these days.
Checking in
Day 376
Busy, busy morning so far today. Its -38Ā°C here so im bundled up as i do my running around. Payday for me today so that means paying bills, buying the bus pass for next month, and topping up on the groceries for next week. Work this weekend for me so have to prepare for that. Other than that im okay. Just some cleaning up to do once i get home and some relaxation. Hope everyone is having an addiction free day
Congratulations on 5 months!!!
Since youāre laughing Iām thinking that youāre saying this a little bit just out of frustration and exasperation of the yard sale, and not literally because youāre being tested. If youāre being tested, stay strong and go back to your beginning tools that you used at the beginning of your sobriety. And keep posting. Big hugs
@Mbwoman
@Noshame thank you I appreciate your support Congrats on getting the job
@Deelzebub congrats on 300 days
@Cp25 congrats on 5 months
928 days no alcohol.
393 days no cocaine.
15 days no vape.
My delivery did arrive, just in time for me to get out for my walk last night, before it got completely dark.
TW: next paragraph mentions binge-eating.
Disappointingly, I binged again last night. I had showered, and still had another hour until the program Iām watching started, so ED/addict voice said it would be a good idea. Iām determined that thatās the end of it now though, the more I carry on, the harder it is to stop, in my experience anyway. I want to feel positive about myself again, and that doesnāt include binge-eating.
Today, Iāve done my meditations, and walks, and finished Meme Wars 70 , also listened to some of the new David Goggins audiobook that Iāve recently started, in hope for some motivation towards restarting the gym sometime in the not too distant future.
Tonight, more meditation, then TV time, without binge-eating!
Wishing you all wonderful sober weekends.
Several health issues, money issues, the usual. Itās just been a lot all at once.
Congratulations on 5 months!
Alisa, def laughing because yard sales are trying. Absolutely no way Iām drinking today. Iām 10 days from 2 years!
Day 56. Thoughts of drinking tomorrow are weighing heavy on me. Surgery is in 4 days, and I have been stressed about the house. The little voice is talking and saying everything and anything right now.
Its better to be sober thinking about drinking, then be drunk wishing you were sober. Thats my go to, hoping you stay soberā¦one moment, one day at a time.
330 days today AF.
Have been sick, intense body aches all day yesterday, feel crap. Amazing how humbling i find it when im sick, a good time of reflection too.
Hope everyone is doing well