Checking in on day
314 no alcohol
245 no vapes or ciggs
116 no thc
Remember to breath and drink more water then coffee
Easy does it
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Checking In 23 Days
It feels like it should be so much longer than 23 days. Feeling anxious today with work. Now is the time when I need to take it really one moment at a time.
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Checking in on day 10 - matching my longest streak now and weāre going to continue pushing forward!!
Nothing much to say. I really need to get my arse into gear and do a deep clean of my house.
I got some rad new piercings yesterday, so thatās definitely boosted my mood.
Mah face! (And, yes, they hurt as much as you think they would!!) Canāt wait to change the bars into some nicer jewellery
Gonna chill for a bit then clean.
Have a good day all!
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3 weeks today sober.
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Congratulations on 3 weeks! 
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Checking in Day 89!
I woke up feeling well rested this morning! I went to bed around 12:30 am and was up at 7:00. I usually donāt go to bed that lateā¦but i actually feel better this morning than I do most mornings.
Itās like I had just the right amount of sleep.
Last night I found out that my cousin was in a high spend chase from 1 Parish to another. He was fleeing from one parish after police got behind him for shooting up someoneās house. The speed limit was 35mph in this town, he was going 120mph. He collided with another vehicle, he then hops out the car and tried to take off running until he realize how busted up he was. He killed the man, the manās son was laying next to his dead dad for 3 hours (thatās how long it took for them to be removed from the truck) the manās dog was on the back of the truck as the truck went airborne and no one could find his dog until roughly 6:30 this morning. The man was a very well known because he owned our local donut shop. I really feel so sorry for the family of the deceased, and the son who is severely traumatized by that. I usually talk to my cousin everyday at some point because we share memes all day everyday. I feel so bad for the family, and my cousin, heās looking at attempted murder and vehicular homicide. I just hate it for both sides, I am so disappointed in my cousin. Idk why I just shared all of this but I did, I hope I can get that off my mind today.
Anyway,
#ODAATā¤ļø stay blessed!
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Hi day 49 AF
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This is my first day sober night, i know it will be difficult but i never give up 
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Day 535
Iām still here, just not as active as Iāve been.
My sobriety is stable, yesterday I asked my Dr if I can increase the dose of my medication. Iām good but it feels like Iām not where I want myself to be yet.
I truly enjoy this life now. I start to trust myself more, trust in my abilities. I know that my coworkers and my boss like me and appreciate my knowledge.
My body is still a little bit overweight (5kg) but Iām not that focussed on that any more. Iām more interested in life being good, bringing joy and a positive attitude. Being happy is more important than being thin.
I wish you a beautiful sober day friends, stay strong 
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It looks so cool. I remember the first lip piercing I did,called my piercer after a few days and asked how long it was gonna take until I could talk normally again. 
Have taken out all of mine years ago. Did an attempt to re-do the nose piercing a few years ago, but Iām way to old to deal with that pain and level of uncomfortableness nowdays so I took it out pretty quick 
Still think it looks nice but wouldnāt go through it again. 
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Definitely makes me miss my many facial piercings ive had
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Iām so sorry you have to go through this. I feel like I can relate a bit to the double feelings youāve got. A childhood friend of mine did something similar a few years ago. We used to be really close, like siblings. Couldnāt make myself to even talk to him after that. We still live very close, but we donāt have any contact nowdays.
He was minutes away from putting his at the time young son in the car with him, bit I stopped it and said that the kid was going to stay at our place. He wrecked his own car really bad, and if he would have brought his kid said kid wouldāve been a ghost now.
I can only imagine it being worse when itās close family.
Hope that everything turns out as best as it can for everyone in the end. Sending bright light and positive vibes your way.
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Congratulations on 3 weeks! Keep on Keeping on! 
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Thank you for the kind words and positive energy.
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Congrats on 28 days!
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I am here and sleepy. I canāt wait to be past this stage but it will pass! Nightmares and anxiety about so many changes. Iām pretty sure Iāve been through this before and it went away. Just drinking some tea and doing a little reading with a show on in the background. Day 18 baby here! 
Itās fine.
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Well done Marie, we are all here with you. 
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Thank you TragicF 
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Checking in day 79ā¦ 
Meetings, appointments, all the things.
Itās cold here, hopefully will start warming up soon ā¦ getting outside and going for walks in nice weather really helps me keep my mind clear.
Hope everyone had a great day 
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@CATMANCAM @acromouse @JazzyS
Thank you
I thought I was at the bottom and could not fall longer down and it was all up and forward, I was wrong. It all feels so hard, such emotional pain and hearteach. So much. Everything on top of my already tough anxiety and physical pains.
Its time for me to make amends. I dont know it all yet or how. But I have to do this.
I read the 12 steps, never worked them, but I know what it say. I dont know if thats what I have to do.
But I have to make up for someone, and, I dont think Im abel to forgive myself, befor they can forgive me, truly in their hearts.
That they see this is me, this is how I will continue to be, that Im never going back and Im really sorry for hurting them, it was never my intention, but I did do it and they did not deserve that.
Iāll leave it like that. Sober. One day at a time.
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