Checking in daily to maintain focus #72

Checking in for my 42 days of alcohol sobriety. I was able to survive last night’s company party without a drink and a smoke and so grateful for that.

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Thanks so much Jazzy! Yes a difficult position, but that is okay…just a little thing to move through. I do hope your headache is doing better, have a blessed day and night my friend :slight_smile:

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Oooo I am sleepy and overstimulated LOL been a week of this sick with kids home and Im so done. Back for 2 days of work then 2 weeks off with the kids at home :star_struck: I am very much looking forward to Christmas and hope everyone is having a beautiful day/night. These eyes are heavy and I am off to bed soon (hopefully! :slight_smile:

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I think someone else mentioned it on here, but baby steps is never a bad thing. I cant say I was in the same situation, but when I started in a new field I did that…starting with something lower stakes (like part time) or a position that is more flexible and then go from there. I had worked from home for over 10 years and have always worked generally alone so it was a big change, starting as a casual staff was really good at first, then I felt pretty quickly that I wanted more time and moved to part-time and now I have FT position.
Nothing happens over night but we have super powered brains that want to figure it all out at once, and worry about everything that could go wrong…some things might, andbthen we have to learn to listen to our early signs so we can adapt, pivot or change gears…baby steps my friend, and wishing you so much luck. Xo.

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Congratulations!!

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Day 17 - Checking in, a very full week, but I am staying on track. Sticking with my workout plan and making sure to eat my meals in to. I can really feel my habits beginning to change.

That being said, I am focused and aware of my temptations to drink and stray off the positive path I am on.

Looking forward to getting some well deserved rest :slight_smile:

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Enjoy the rest when it comes, @Refreshedperspective, you are doing GREAT! :muscle:

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@Whereswaldo Congrats on 9 months! :muscle:
@JazzyS The fam and I enjoyed the first two Sonic movies. You should check em out. We’ll prolly go see the 3rd after the holidays.

Day 1159 AF
Day 17 caffeine free

Wud up, fam.

Work has been slow. Didn’t do much, but watch training videos. I’m feeling off today. The left side of my head keeps on tingling.

I had a vivid drinking dream last night. In the dream, I took a couple of sips of a dark IPA from a glass jar. It’s weird because I’ve never liked dark IPA beer. It gave me the nastiest stomachaches.

Anyway, my eldest has been a smart ass recently. He’s at that age. I took away his iPad. The little man’s still dealing with a cold. I was supposed to drive up to the office tomorrow for our holiday potluck and gift exchange, but I am not feeling it. I just put gas on the car, and I’m gonna waste a full tank driving up there, and I don’t feel like waking up at 3 a.m.

The wife and I have been sharing our childhood traumas. It’s a trip because we have never connected like this before. I feel like I should’ve told her sooner. Things may have turned out differently. Or at least she would’ve understood why I acted the way I did when I was drunk. I was always too embarrassed to talk about it. I don’t even feel comfortable talking about it here. Maybe in the future, on a private thread or something. I do recall PMing someone here in the past, but I deleted my message.

Well, that’s all from me. Gonna do some PT exercises, and then crash out. Tomorrow’s a new day.

Take care. ODAAT :heart:

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Thanks Dirk, means the world having you all on my team!

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@Petr Congratulations on 6 years!!! :tada::partying_face: Amazing! Nice catch on those 4s too :wink:

@Rob11 Congrats on 4 years! :clap: Awesome job!

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It was a crazy busy lunch shift! Luckily it was expected, for scheduling purposes :pray: Still tho, it was as busy as most Friday nights, with the benefit of being able to enjoy the rest of my day after! And I did :relieved:

I saw my daughter’s report card and was pleasantly surprised. Besides failing math(which I expected) and just barely passing science, the rest of her grades were in the 90s. High 90s! The math AND science teacher is the same woman who waited 3 months to tell me my daughter wasn’t handing homework in all year, so by that point it was too late to do anything about it! Realizing this, I’m starting to believe my daughter isn’t the whole problem here :thinking: Maybe it’s just me :woman_shrugging:

We had a nice evening together. She helped clean a bit and then we made gingerbread houses and other xmas crafts. Then I gave her a manicure. The next 2 days are wrapping presents and the finishing touches for xmas. Then no more worrying about it! Have a great day everyone :heart:

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Congrats on 6 years!!! :tada::tada:

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2021

Busy day ahead. A double job interview later, an intake for therapy first. A rather old fashioned holistic type of physical therapy called mensendieck. My body’s been taught like a string forever. Who knows. I slept OK. Less coffee seems to be helping a bit.

Let’s all make today as good a day as we possibly can friends. Sober and clean or nothing would come of it. I will. Love from my hood, where yesterday I was happy to see something of a sunset. First ray of sunshine in 9 days.

@Rob11 Four years! Gefeliciteerd! Glad to be walking this road together with you my friend.

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Hope both the interviews and intake go well :+1:

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Considering her other grades are so high I would be questioning whether the issue actually lies with the teacher :thinking:

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Congratulations on 4 years!!! :clap::tada::cupcake:

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Congratulations Robwith your 4 years milestone! :confetti_ball::confetti_ball::confetti_ball::confetti_ball:
The cupcakes looked good! A girlfriend who can bake stuff like that is one to cherish :wink::yum::yum::yum:
200w (3)

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@Mno good luck at the job interviews! And beautiful photo! You saw the sun, wow! No sun here still :pensive: Depressing weather that’s for sure.

☆ Day 2283 :walking_woman:
Not much to tell, work was fine. Today I’m off and going to wrap my Christmas presents.
Maybe finish of my Lego project: Statue of liberty. Just a nice and calm day :smiling_face_with_three_hearts:
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Sending you all a little :heavy_heart_exclamation: today.
Have a good day ore night all :raising_hand_woman:

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Is this the checking in place forum?
( Lost Steeve )

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Yes it is. Welcome :hugs:

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You found it Steeve! Happy you’re here.

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