Day 20
Working on my arpeggios. Glad to be sober and motivated.
Not drinking today is a reasonable goal.
-Solar
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Thank you @jazzys Iāll try those! I went to the gym today for the first time in a week and feel great, ready to eat healthier and not snack so much 
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Day six. Watchin Netflix.
I gotchu
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3069 day checkin
Lazy morning so far. Itās warm here in San Diego. Yesterday was 83 degrees. I turned my A/C on this morning for the first time this year. Cori is still on antibiotics as her white blood cell count has continued to climb. hopefully she just has something that will run its course. Sheāll get another blood test in a week. If her white blood cell count is still high, they will do another ultrasound, which will be $$. Iāll do some consulting today. Never meant for all my consulting income to go to vet bills, but what are you going to doā¦ I need to go to a nursery at some point today to look for some plants for my mom to give her tomorrow. Happy Saturday to you all!
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Thank you. Sorry to hear youāre going through it as well. WE GOT THIS 
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Thank you!!
Iām doing better now that Iām getting into routine
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Thank you. I spent the last night at the old place. I was staying in my big brothers old room. He passed in October. I just lost it. Not sure what happened exactly but it was a self harming mission. Luckily the new home is in a comfortable neighborhood. We are finally not watching out for the leasing office and such. Iām not staring at memories of my brother. I know I need a therapist at this point but I donāt have insurance. About to check out better help and see if that is worth it. THANK YOU FOR BEING BY MY MESSED UP SIDE TO REMIND ME I CAN DO THIS. I WILL FOREVER BE GRATEFUL. 
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Girl you are in good company here. We are all working on recovering from our messy lifeās. You have to give yourself some love as you grow and heal.
Grief is not linear and can creep up on you out of the blue. I do hope you find someone to talk to as Iāve found that helpful when processing emotions and triggers
Take it ODAAT 
. Glad you are here with us Cass. Much love to you 
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Missed it yesterday as was distracted by living life.
Six years + 1 day.
So many of you helped make this happen, and continue to keep me strong.
Thank you 
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Whoop whoop! Congratulations on 6 years @AyBee!
Glad sobriety hasnāt removed your sarcasm and humor. 
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Congratulations 
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One of the things that helped stop that running repetitive reel in my head was to remind myself that I already made my choice so I didnāt need to revisit/rethink it. Every time I started in with that self talk I would kick the thought(s) out and replace them with something else to fill up the space in my head. Also, the old rule, move a muscle, change a thought worked for me too.
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Day 25. Mothers day here in Aus.
Nice cool day and a day off to relax, Go out for lunch with my wife and children.
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Checking in on day 655. Doggo and I had a relaxed morning, then we got out for a walk and ive spent some time tidying up the garden and planting some flowers out in pots. Ive missed gardening, I get in such a flow state and totally lose track of time or any other thoughtsā¦itās nice 
@AyBee congratulations on 6 years
@Noshame congratulations on 2 years awesome workā¦Iāll keep following in your footsteps 
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Congrats @AyBee on 6+1. Youre humor is appreciated
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Congratulations @AyBee
6 years and a day.
Freaking Amazing
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Wowzers!!!
2 years in the bag NA
Congratulations NoShame
Those other numbers arenāt too shabby either.
Iām so happy for you
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Huge congratulations 
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Congratulations @AyBee 
And thank you for youāre humor around here, you make me smile a lot 
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And a 
year milestone for you @Noshame my favorite number
Congratulations!
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