I googled the AA meetings in my area. I found one on saturday nights.
I think I should go.
I E-mailed them for some more info.
Thanks guys!
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Apperantly yes! Plus this group meets in my old school. 5 minutes from my home!
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Lots of points to your post imo. Happy to see you. Thatâs one. A much more important one IMO is that you want to be sober. Thatâs why youâre here. Thatâs why you post. Itâs only logical you are more disappointed in relapsing this time as this time you had a real plan.A real plan that broke down for now. So this hurts more. For sure. At the same time you can learn much more this time from what happened. You are thinking about it. You are working your sobriety. Youâre a strong man. Youâre a good man. With shortcomings. WTH doesnât. Yes it hurts. Life fucking hurts at times. We learn and we go on. We adjust our plans and we go on. Itâs good to see you Chris.
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I tried doing this myself. Unfortunately I came to realize that I was going to live a long time, despite my best efforts to kill myself with drinking and drugging. Sometimes to get to that green grass you need to walk a few miles through some thorns. I donât know, I guess I donât have a great analogy. But early sobriety sucks. Thereâs no easy way through it. There is a great payoff at the end, but sometimes getting there seems like it takes more effort than itâs worth. I hope you donât follow my path of struggling for years before realizing that sobriety is pretty much the only option, but it takes what it takes sometime.
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The coke and heroïn is in the past now for almost 150 days⌠just a start i know but i do hope to quite the ciggiezz as wel again
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Day 20 almost complete, booked a whole load of yoga classes for after work Mondays and Tuesdays⌠hanging around at work til class starts,bit nervous cos I gotta find the place and meet new people!.
⌠feeling tired now!..but going through with what I booked⌠need a good stretch after skiing holidayâŚ
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@Fargesia_murielae
I missed thisâŚ200 days is super awesome!!!
Nice!!!
Also, you captured a number @C_8 should like ( 200.02 ) . Cate, not sure if the beginning and ending numbers count?
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YAY!!! Love the numbers 
⌠Thank you @GVLNative ⌠I seem to be all over the place with TS the last couple of days. I donât seem to be reading in sequence and would have missed this awesomeness 
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Day 326 not a drink. Day 239 not a drug. Day 65 no PMO.
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I would think their would be alot of meetings in Belgium. It might take a few meetings to get use to it. I kind of had a negative attitude at my first meetings and then it grew on me and I enjoy it alot now.
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Back on day 4. Was doing great and then let some sort of depression take hold of me⌠I didnât acknowledge it or share it. I then drank one night to get away from that horrible low feeling. The only good that came from it was that the next day I was able to cry. Anyway⌠day 4 and counting.
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itâs been great watching your journey im so pleased for you. Still canât pronounce your name so is it OK if I I just call you LEGEND for the day.
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Hi Chris, Iâm happy to see you back on ts and back on your sober journey. I was hoping that you come back. Iâm sorry, that you are having a tough time processing what happened and dealing with the disappointment. I hope youâre able to forgive yourself. It is easy to love oneself when youâre perfect (and to accept others love and care when youâre perfect too), but itâs hard to be imperfect and still love yourself and forgive yourself.
I hope you understand what I mean. I love reading here, but I always have a hard time to express my thoughts in English.
Iâm happy youâre back. Keep going.
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Welcome back Chris! Please stay around. Itâs so hard in the beginning. All you can do is keep fighting. Hang in there!
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Hey if that makes up for a reason to have some cake then go ahead 
And thank you dear 
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Yes, I got that once on a pic that was posted - link from Google Drive?
Not always wise to click the pic, but in this app it normally brings up image full size, no?
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yeah but for some reason you became a partner on my Google photos account, no one else who clicked on the link did. I donât know enough about phones but it seemed odd to me, obviously I didnât know who Tony was either at the time. strange though.
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âwanting someone I donât like to like meâ
I feel that one so deeply! It really twists ur feelings in so many unpleasant ways!
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Welcome, love ur user name!
Thank you for the reminder that even after a lonp stretch of sobriety if we are not careful things can go south. Always good to add something new to ur tool box. This app has helped me a lot!
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