Day 10
On the way going to work , today by train 
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So Double Digit today , I am proud of this milestone.
Thanks to all of you here to reach this goal !
Love you guys 
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Double digits is great, have a good day.
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7:58 am so far so good. 
. Cheers em.
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Day 223! Storm today. Were about to go out paint today but that wonāt really be possible I guess. Iāll go to a meeting in an hour and take it from there.
Hope you all have a great Monday 
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That sounds super hard. It seems the biggest problem is lack of time? U canāt do everything and u have to accept that and do what u can and that be enough. Are u likely to get a proper break any time soon where u can recharge urself and ur relationships with others?
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All you do is survive right now MrCade. No time for recovery. Logical you feel like thereās not much for you here right now. Or that your relationship with your wife is lacking intimacy. Youāre having an extremely hard time in your life. Please hang in there. You got my admiration. And all our support I am sure.
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Day 7. Seems a little thing but a week sober is such a great gift. Thank you all for your great support
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You know Iām behind you Cade, in more ways than days sober, my friend 
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Well done on leading the meeting.
I can only imagine what is going on in your head bud. I know that I would be working like mad to get as much money in the bank if it was me.
All I can say is trust in your higher power, and remember that there are people here who are sending you love and strength.
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Day 41ā¦checking in friendsš
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Thanks xo
Didnāt check in yesterday. Feeling a little overwhelmed.
Still sober, but Iām in a funk. With all the trauma Iām trying to deal with, my daughter put her hands on me last night and I just canāt take it anymore. Iām sore and in pain. Sheās more than twice my size and Iām terrified of her. I canāt get her to move out. She doesnāt pay rent or help with the bills. Sheās 23. She berates me daily. Yesterday, she crossed the line yet again, and put her hands on me. Iām afraid to do or say anything around her. Sheās a bully and terrifying. I donāt think she has any love or respect for me. I donāt know what to do. I donāt want to throw her on the street, but I canāt live like this anymore. Sheās lovely with everyone else in her life. So itās just me. I was taking my other daughter back to her dad last night and was contemplating getting booze and sleeping pills on the way home. I got over that quickly, but over the past few years, pretty much since meeting my stbx, my life has completely tanked. Sorry to be so negative, but I canāt wait to just get to work so I can focus on that and not this.
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6 months big fella! Great to see this.
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In my first year, I alwaysfelt wonky around my monthly milestone. 6 months is huge, you are doing so great 
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On day 6,calm, listening more ,using my voice less,work is chilled and Iām gonna get my hair done this afternoon,I usually hate sitting still but Iām gonna use the time to keep my peace .x
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Checking in. The last few weeks have been up and down, but I have journaled and reflected and communicated; I have joined some new recovery groups; and Iāve learned I need to accept what I canāt do. I donāt have to cram āthe perfect scheduleā into my calendar. I put what I can do into the calendar, and if I get a call about, Why doesnāt your calendar have X and Y and Z? then I will say, thank you for the input, I will look at it. For this week, I have planned what I think is possible.
Getting some stuff done is better than being paralyzed trying to be everything, right? 
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Iāve been blessed with another day. Gonna make it a sober one.
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Yeah, sort of. Iām taking time off work this week actually, to help her with her business. Itās sort of a mini road trip.
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You supersoberstar!
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Yes thank you. I would just like to thank you all but especially my parents for being so shit and teaching me how to look after myself. .
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