Eighteen months! 
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Check-in day 103 (second evening check-in) Attended doctorās appointment today and had nice talk with my doctor, I showed my new project which I done when i was sober in the last 3 months, He said he so proud of me. Also he said he have some plans for making a therapy app and i said ok we can discuss. I still not started to continue my course itās really long now.
Consistency over perfection I need to remind myself.
But i made a new resume today which is sober resume. 
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Good morning friends, day 74. Ready for a cold day at WDW with the grandkids. They are being normal 6 and 4 yr old monkeysā¦ Yesterday got caught in some freezing rain. That was fun.
Today should be sunny.
Have a great day.
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2267
Im up early. I went to sleep early. I was tired.
The crew will be here in a couple of hours. We have to offload this gear.
202 crap traps. Then we have one more load to get today.
Everyone was in a pretty good mood yesterday. Things went smoother a hand short. Just like I thought it would. Lazy guy wont be missed.
Something that I hate about this job is all the employee backstabbing bullshit that takes place. Its been a long time since Ive worked in an environment like this.
People that tell the boss everything. They only tell the boss their side of it.
They bait you to get you to talk. Then they tell the boss everything you said.
When Cap gave me a ride. He knew some things I said that was a private conversation with the block guy.
He is thinking about quitting. Im pretty sure its part of why we are stacking out.
Then we have the short crab guy. Not talented enough to look good on his own, so he has to try and score points by backstabbing coworkers. Ive been telling him bullshit just to see what happens. 
Just do your job.
I feel good. Im hangover free. My judgement isnt clouded. My work speaks for itself. I live in the truth. And I dont need to lie about anything. These are my favorites gifts of recovery.
Have an awesome sober day!
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Good for you for preparing and for succeeding!! Bet that felt great!
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Good afternoon, guys. We go again!
Day 21 AF
Those of you with the long streaks - long may they continue.
Those of you picking back up - may you find your forever streak.
Keeping it brief because Iāve got some endorphins to find. 
Today is a good day. Weāve got this.
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Day 49
Woke a little later today so slept in a bit. It was nice. Now on my way to work. Had a relaxing weekend and hope the week goes well. Have a great day everyone
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ODAAT jumps off the tongue nicely. 
Iāll keep it in mind. Thank you!
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Good morning, everyone! Checking in on Day 3. I had a good talk with my partner last night about what happened on Friday, he asked me the question āso whatās your plan?ā Good question. I need one, and thatās why Iām going to work on now. He also asked me what I would do if the roles were reversed, which is another good question. Iām really looking forward to restarting therapy next week (on the wait list for this week), still feeling a bit of that post drinking anxiety but itās calming.
I hope everyone has a good day, thank you for the support and rewelcoming me.
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Day 745 AF,
Back on night shifts 7pm-7am while weather is sticking around. So some long nights. Workout today is done and food is all prepped to keep me on track.
Itāll be sleep, and recovery for proper fat lost that concerns me most during this phase. Iām on call this coming weekend also so I suspect there is a good chance this shift may go straight through the weekendā¦ letās hope there is a day off in there somewhere.
Regardless, feel great today, so Iāll take that ODAAT!
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Thank you. Iām not getting my hopes up whatever happens, happens.
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Checking in 182 days THC free and 0 days MO free.
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Hereās a great topic with tons of valuable information:
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Thatās always best imo. The harder you look, the harder it is to find. Just let whatever happens, happen. 
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Checking in
Today is my day off, this morning it was raining, in fact it hasnāt stopped all day. I didnāt feel like walking in the rain, so I changed my plans, and did a punch bag workout + a 20-min tabata. Today I can feel the catching up on the plank challenge! 
My plan was to go and see my mum for a coffee, but she finally cancelled. So Iāve spent the afternoon doing my cooking for this week. Now Iāll probably do some painting on my Buddha, itās too early to turn the TV on. When my TV doesnāt work (like 2 days ago) I feel stressed, but on the other hand I donāt like to watch TV for hours neither. Weird me!
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Thanks for sharing! This is actually the first time Iāve chosen to read that post, I didnāt think I needed a formal plan but clearly I do.
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Hey there everyone! I truly hope everyone is well. The events of the world have me a bit rattled, but I also know the last thing I need to do is use. I donāt even know what to say to some of you I hold so dear. I am scared I am angry and I am also at a loss. I plan to truly meditate on this. Also another big creative day for us. I gotta let this negative energy out of me. Itās like a lump in my throat. Light & Love ALL
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Day 34. My grandpa passed away yesterday morning. Itās been difficult, my partner hasnāt helped. Since I quit drinking, I donāt generally have the desire to go do activities past like 6 pm if itās not just going out to eat. Obviously if it was an event or something sure, but just me and him, not really. We ended up getting into an argument the night before my grandpa passed where he mocked me for saying my grandpa is dieing (another reason why I didnāt want to go bowling) & told me he has been dieing for a week.
Yes. He had been actively dieing. Running on 10% of his body. However that day his pulse was thready and he was having trouble breathing. Next morning he passed. I am completely disgusted by my husband. He isnāt a great partner emotionally, he has a lot of horrid tendencies. I ended up leaving the house after the argument and almost had a fuck it moment, sitting outside of a bar. But didnāt cave. Missing my grandpa today & not allowing my husbands constant bull to interfere with grief. Heās not a 100% bad person, I am just completely astounded and disgusted . I am grateful for things he does do, but I know I deserve a lot more and better.
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Sorry for your loss, and the additional pain caused by your husbandās behaviour. I hope heās planning something special for you today .. even if he can only do something small thatās thoughtful for you. Iām so glad to hear you didnāt cave in.
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Monday lunch check-in.
10/10s across the board today so far.
-Perfect work morning, and Iām still in the best place of my 19-year career.
-Perfect morning routine and daycare drop with my daughter this morning.
-Fridge full of leftovers, so no cooking stress today.
-My wife is in an awesome mood today, which makes everything better and infinitely easier.
Honestly, my self-sabotage tendency has been spinning its wheels the last 3 hours trying to make me unhappy about something, but I refuse to let it get any hold, and Iām going to keep my foot on the accelerator and enjoy the ride for the rest of the day.
Life is beautiful, and I hope you find and hold some happiness today too.
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