Clean but chaos around is worsening

So…I’m clean…but all my connections are getting busted and I’m terrified that I’m next, that I may be mentioned or part of an investigation I’m not aware of. I’m so scared I’m considering going and working with the police proactively if it’ll keep me out of jail…ugh…kidding. Mostly!

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What should you be charged for? I’m not familiar with the legal situation in your country, but if you didn’t deal or got something in your home … There is nothing to be afraid of.

I think you could use this as a catalyst to strengthen your decision giving up the drugs. Hope, you’ll doing well.

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Deal, no, drove dealers to deliver all the time, YES. Bought alot, YES. Oh wait i did sell pills at times.
You can be charged years later for your past improvements. Getting clean does not undo my past…and secret indictments are a bitch. I know way too many people who deal massive quantities, and I know the intimate details.
If even get questioned, I’ll fold. Cops know this, as I’m very sheltered, not at all street tough and no criminal history, plus I have a lot to lose. So I’m a very weak link.
The arrests all around have got me seriously on edge. Id die if I got arrested in a year, two, for things I did in the disease…and, just knowing the wrong people can get you in trouble for a long, long time. Shit.

Well … I think you have to search your heart what’s important to you. Can’t you take a lawyer and check the possibilities of cooperating with the police? Isn’t it better to come out of your closet by yourself at first?