I was going around today, thinking about everywhere I used to hide liquor. Found a half 5th of vodka and dumped it before I could even think about it. I imagine a few of you understand that I now feel a little upset that I did that. I’m now thinking “it would have been fine,” “I could have drank it, no one would have known.”
I know I’m wrong, I would have known. It’s just difficult, I’m more clear headed now after 3ish days of sobriety and I’m already learning a lot about myself. I know it’s gonna be a long weekend…
You did the right thing. Three days in too and walking home I thought I could just get on it now. My last hangover has worn off. Alas I chose not to. You chose to not drink it. It was the right thing. It’s 8. 30pm here in UK. I can survive before bed and tick another day off. You can too. Keep going
I cleaned out my spots I’m an addict couldn’t believe all the places I put my stuff. But I am having some bad days don’t want to leaving the house because I know I can get it. It’s a nightmare to not be in control right now. One day at a time and tomorrow is a new day. Be strong
Thanks @Oliverjava day 6th and I not going to lie its hard as hell and it’s just beginning of the day mid afternoon is my time that I feel more ready to take a run. So I stay locked down in my house. Stay strong everyone