I feel you!!!
People who choose to manipulate others by being dishonest constantly and then afterwards act surprised that you no longer trust them.
Your choices altered my perception of you and thereās no way itās going back to the way it was before you lied and then doubled down and gaslit me instead of owning your bullsh#t ā¦.soooā¦kindly FRO!!!
There is some family members and people in my life that seem to think everything sports, physical or outdoor things are easier for me because im skinny or I have some kind of movtivation cheat code. FRO! Half the time I just want to watch YouTube videos about conspiracies and aliens or day dream. Sometimes I feel exhausted from work but I make myself do these hobbies or exercise things because I know that I canāt sit around and wait to feel motivated. Sometimes I have to push myself to get up and go outside and put the i pad down or start on that ridiculous chore Iāve been putting offā¦Things arenāt easier for me because im skinny. And yes Iām sure genetics play some part in my weight and body type but also because I put the effort in to keep my body moving and I work out through various ways.. but like my grandfather used to say .. ā consider the sourceā the people that say shit under there breathe or sarcastic remarks or comments about how its not the same for me well I realize its fear talking and there insecurities showing. They know they are making excuses and could put more effort into life . Anyway sorry for this but wanted to send this off into the universe and get it out of my head
Gender price gap. Why do I have to pay double for the same haircut in 20 min. Just because I donāt have a penis? ![]()
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I understand! Also, it annoys me every time I hear Im in good shape cause I have good genes⦠No, Iām in good shape cause Iām waking up early to make quick workout, I run regularly, I do yoga, bike a lot, I do strength trainings. I donāt always enjoy it. But I do it anyway. I could also just watch yt videos or sleep longer. Iām avoiding junk food, trying to eat as clean as possible (not always successful). And itās also not genes but fact my parents had common sense and didnāt feed me with sweets and cola so I didnāt get fat as a child, Iām very grateful for that!
Yeah, and all this special razors and shaving stuff for women that they make pink and almost double price⦠FRO
Tipping.
I ordered a pizza from one of those take-and-bake places. You order online, pay online, and pick up the uncooked pizza to bake at home. Thereās very little, if any, interaction with a person.
When ordering online, they automatically add a tip and a ācost of living charge for the employees.ā I remember the good old days when employers paid employees to do work. It was called getting paid to do your job.
Donāt get me wrong, Iām a generous tipper when it comes to proper service, but stop adding extra fees and charges to the bill at every turn. And they wonder why so many service industry businesses are failing these days. Iāll just prepare and eat my meals at home.
I miss the days of tipping because I WANTED to, instead of being FORCED to.
Itās getting cold again! I thought this was over. I even wrote a goodbye letter to Winter!!! I put the heater and jackets away! Gotta be the last cold weather here in Florida.. itās been in the 80s and 90s like it should be then I look at the temp right now and it says 47 and under it says feels like 33! Here we go again with this feels like bullshit. Iāve talked about it here before but I donāt understand the feels like thing! I donāt like it. Itās like we here at the national weather service actually donāt have science degreeās at all and just are guessing. This guy thinks itās 47 but his buddy says it feels like 33! My studies tell me 47 but my heart says 33!!!
Does anyone else weather channel or website say a temp but under it also say what it feels like? Truthfully Iāve been wondering about the feels like temp thing for at-least a decade or more.. now I have time to get to the bottom of this
Thatās because of the wind chill effect. Your bodyās heat is blown away.
Oh yeah I forgot about the wind chill effect.
No self esteem!
People talking about you as if you were not there. ![]()
I hear you. You see me. FRO.
The tip situation is getting out of control !!! Certain places I stopped going because its awkward and sometimes it makes me feel bad but I donāt feel like some off these places should have tip options.
Taking our Mom out for a nice luncheon but gettin crappy food and even crappier service. Have a gander at my B.L.T. (Burnt offering, Lettuce and Tomato).
My feelings can FRO! I feel emotional. Had to do some spring cleaning because my parents had this dumpster delivered to go through the house and garage and condense and get rid of junk also for a bunch of yard work that is about to happen. I was forced to look through a bunch of boxes I havenāt seen in years. I did find a bunch of cool books, dvds, some journal entries or just like random grocery lists and stuff. But also it was hard seeing some of my ex girlfriends paintings she did for me and a bunch of memories related to her ( been 5 years and still recovering), there was so much rehab and hospital paperwork from the dozens of times I tried to get help, there was old phones with photos still on them.. my head and heart feel so heavy right now.. plus my parents finding memories and showing me.. itās feeling overload right now and its not cool. Iāll be alright but canāt seem to feel ok tonight or just move on from the cleaning and having to throw some things away. Just kinda feel shitty tonight. I should not have looked through those phones! Not at all. Plus finding my baseball glove from when I was 8.. gifts and letters.. but this had to be done and no avoiding
Edit: Please god help me find gratitude in this experience and walk with me tonight and please protect my mental well being and keep me safe.
How are you feeling this morning @bluekoolaid_88
Rising cost of gas. ![]()
Rising cost of food.
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Rising cost of living.
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I donāt understand tipping someone who just rings up your order at the cash register. Itās one thing if you actually made my food and drink for me, but come on.
Splicing rope can FRO.
