Continue using despite the obvious depression side effect of booze and cigs

Hi

38, booze and cigs. Too much, too often. Hangovers lasting 2-Days. DUI. Bumbling career.

There is one thing that really gets me. It’s the depression / bad feeling that is accompanied with continued use. I wonder how I could justify this effect to myself because apart from using i think of myself to be fun person.

So why in God’s name do I continue?

Day 3 cold turkey on both vices.

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