Daily check in for SWAM after relapse #8 ❤

Mercury being in retrograde and stuff got me thinking off you.

How are you doing swam? Started the steps?

My dad has been taken to the hospital bell’s and whistles. He’s getting better now 1 step at a time.but it was scary stuff!

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sorry to hear this, hang tough mate and YES where are you swam.???

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How ya doing Stacey @Swam??

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Ae man I’m so sorry to hear . Hope it goes well. I’m only. Furious at the moment but furious and sober so yeah life is

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I’m okay really feigning today

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I’m ok thank u

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Care to share the anger?

Bore us with it :hugs:

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Your being missed here! I really like reading up on you plus we care…
No matter where you are at Stacey…

:heart:

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How are you Stacey?? Miss seeing you around. Please check in. :blush::hugs:

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Hey Stacey, we miss you. How you doing? Pls stop in and let us know you’re ok. Even if you’re not ok, come vent. We’ll listen. Sending you hugs :hugs: :heart:

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Hey Stacey, hope you’re ok. Thinking of you here :innocent:

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Hi everyone. I havent been checking in. I’m so depressed. I’ve wanted to pick up but I havent. But my heart is so heavy. I’ve been contemplating suicide on a real level. Reading up on how and when etc. I dont know what to do.

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I have never wanted to die as bad as I do right now

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What triggered this? Have you felt this way before? Is there anyone there you can talk to?

I’ve been depressed for months now. Nothing helps. I honestly feel like opting out of life is best

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A lot of people would miss you. You’re not always depressed, are you? Surely something can lift you up. Do you have medication?

I tried anti depressants and theh made me manic

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Someone can still enjoy moments and still be depressed

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Do you have a crisis line in your country that you can call and talk to? I know we have them in the US. You don’t have to go through this alone.

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Yeah I do but I never know what to say

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