Ash Wednesday morning gratitude.
I’m grateful for sleeping Missi on my legs, I napped a bit too.
I’m grateful for beautiful weather, sunshine, chill mornings, dogwalks at dawn.
I’m grateful my Lent focus this year will follow Pope Leo’s message to listen and watch the words we are speaking, friendly instead of hurting. I’m grateful I will try my best to show this also to myself. I feel vulnerable and teary lately, some extra self-love will be apprechiated.
I’m grateful for my friends, for our connection, for the fun we have, for the thoughts we share.
I’m grateful that I love my furfamily to pieces and spoil them. I’m grateful I spoil myself too a bit 
I’m beyond grateful that the organizing carousel goes on! I managed to paint and reorganize the bathroom rack yesterday, a gamechanger. The tools slowly find their spots on the newly mounted rack, the first window got cleaned for putting plants on the sill (time to move from kitchen to reading room repotted seedlings!).
I’m grateful I do the best I can and some days like yesterday are bombastic 
Today will be going easier, by now Watson arrived and bumphead-purrs like a maniac
I guess today the pets decided on more cuddles, less work for Mummy.
I’m grateful for the life I live and have to remind me that with my ex none of this would have happened. Loneliness has been present for quite a while on and off, making me think and focus on a realistic sight on what could have been as I’m not able to stop the longing if-if-if mimimi at the moment. I’m grateful this too shall pass and it is nothing that bothers me deeply anymore, just another episode in digesting the past and growing into my best life
When I’m surrounded by purrs and snors all that heartachy longing for a loving partner is put into perspective: Where the fuck should a new man fit in between 3 cats, 1 big dog, plants, my big cluttery home and all the cool (and boring) things I do? I wouldn’t drop any of my activities to make time & room for someone atm. So I would kindly ask my mimimi to stop grumbling and be honest: I want the perfect match into MY life, not some new relationship to develop together. No, we don’t do this princess ego fantasy anymore honey 
I’m grateful for humor and sarcasm.
Gotta go, cats off me!