Todayās gratitude.
The panic attacks I am suffering from right now are not something I really enjoy But I am very grateful I have tools and people around me I can use so that I am able to lead a realatively normal life nonetheless. Although my night was a bit wild and my morning also with many bouts of anxiety related discomfort I managed to do the things I care for. I am grateful for that. I did my morning prayer, movement and meditation. I took care of my child, talked to my ex.
I am leaning into the idea of radical acceptance. Instead of getting into the trance like narratives in my head about how awful anxiety, panic and my life are, I lean into the idea, that there is nothing wrong with me, with what I feel, what I experience. This really does help to see all the good in my life. I am very grateful for this perspective.
I went on a hike, the second half of a geologically themed trail in my city. I love those Sunday hikes where life is quiet and slow. I am grateful I had this opportunity, grateful I can experience my surroundings and the seasons in this way. Walking is magical for me.
Did my weekly review. Grateful I had the time and energy for that. I have been feeling faily energetical the last weeks. Grateful for that.
Enjoyed a loooong YinYoga session. Love to do those after the hike. Grateful for these lessons available online.
We just had dinner, my ex?, our daughter and I. I am grateful our relationship is moving into something I would like to explore further. I am grateful I am feeling like I could trust and love again. I am grateful for the life coming back into our home.
Today with the help of the other mods here on TS I took care of a first post. Itās a lot to wrap my head around. But I am grateful for this opportunity, for the responsibility I can take. Very, very grateful for the wonderful and helpful people in the mod team who are taking me by the hand and showing me the ropes.
The day is coming to an end. I am grateful for this day, grateful for this life.
Sleep tight sober friends