Thank you for the offer 
Iāll figure something out. Probably not a taxi because it is just a convenience and not a need, as I can manage the walk. Iām just feeling extra whiny right now because Iām still a child who doesnāt want to do hard things 
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Ok sir, walk safely and let us know when you get there. Whine away James it sucks being poorly by your self.we are there with you in spirit. 
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Good thing I double-checked. I looked at capacity but not hours of operationā¦ I wonāt get there in time today. So, toughing it at home and trying again first thing tomorrow (ER is there should I ever need it)ā¦ getting worked up over something that turned out to be irrelevant, go meā¦
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Nope, no naps. Situations. And had to rush to celebrate aa fellows 11th year anniversary. What a great evening it was. Doesnt matter im tired. Life is good
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Pleasant surprise, though! When looking for clinics I found an addictions clinic, and they have SMART meetings! Thought we were too small to have them here. Iām curious and may go check it out at some point.
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Every cloud!! You should definitely go. 
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Thanks. I will. It is getting better as the day goes on. If it gets bad again, I wonāt hesitate to go to the hospital.
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James, I had a period of labyrinthitis - a virus in the inner ear, which gave me troublesome dizziness and vertigo for a while. Be careful being out walking on your own when dizzy, especially crossing streets, etc. Can you do a telephone consult with your doctor or be sure you are able to get an appointment so you donāt travel a long way for nothing?
In my news, I am plodding through the day. At least Iāve stopped crying. I am thinking about exploring with my therapist on Monday what she thinks about medication or otherwise making an appointment with my doctor to discuss my moods. They swing so wildly and idk if it is hormones or mental health or what. Iāll probably feel fine by Monday by the time my appt comes around, so who knows.
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Iāll be heading for the clinic for when it opens, so getting an appointment shouldnāt be a problem as they wonāt have had time to reach capacity. If I am actually feeling like it might impair my ability to walk safely Iāll find another option. After the first couple of hours in the morning, my balance seems to recover and I walk steadily as any other time, just feel rather uncomfortable doing so.
On moods, an appointment sounds like a good idea. I was thinking, just to gather information about options and what they involve, with a human who can knowledgeably explain and answer questions. Not necessarily to commit to one thing or the other, or any thing at all. Itās actually what I originally made my other appointment for, thatās next week. I feel torn about where to go with my meds, and I think itāll help me get a bit more clarity on it.
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Hope you feel better and get some answers, James! Vertigo is an awful feeling. Sending well wishes (and some balloons)!!! 
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HannaBananaā¦ hope you find that elusive sleep! Iād suggest counting sheep but that never worked for anyoneā¦ ever. How 'bout some balloons?
Hereās some balloons for everyone. Up up and away!
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Isnt that just like our pal Bill to share his Mets love by ballooning over the crowdsā¦ Letās go Metsā¦ohā¦ and Bill tooā¦
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Feel like I miss so much on Wednesdays, which are a heavy work day for me. @aircircle and @ifs, thinking of you both today and I hope that things took a turn for the better. If there is such a thing as karma, you both have loads of positive things coming your way - lord knows you both deserve it. Always up for chats or DMs from either of you if you need an assist. Sleep well friendsā¦
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Hey Hanna, looks as good a place as any take a quick nap lol
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Why not. Only its freezing thereā:joy: Hiya tom hows life?
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On account of your missed nap, itās a sign Hannabanananana to get more sleepā¦
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Great day today, thanks Hanna. Working so hard on perspective and weaving gratitude into as many of my waking moments as possible. Some days I feel it - today was one of those days. Mojo was back. plans today for you?
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Hey guys, random quick 4am pop in update lol. Things here have been a roller coaster and not a fun one either. Just when I finally accepted defeat and found gratitude in him still living here, I got word a half hour later he can FINALLY start moving!!! Things arenāt totally completed but who cares, lol, yayyyyy!!! Going to be a whirlwind now, they havent even packed but my therapist and I decided I shpuld not be doing that for them and Iām good with that! It really sucked twiddling my thumbs and just waiting because I donāt do that well, BUT just a few more nights and Iāll FINALLY be on my own after WAY too long of a wait!!! Yessssss!!! 
Hope you are all doing very well, I miss you guys! I honestly have no idea now how I had time to play on here from work but thats where Iām off too now in hopes of a vacation next week now lol Xoxo!
Ps @keiti and @anon12657779, something is def up with the moon, its wonky EVERYWHERE right now it seems
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