Welcome. I am glad you are here, and hope you will stay.
Why limit yourself to a single accountability partner? You have access to tens of tens here, any and all willing to whom you can account, and seek support.
I’ve been visiting here for 961 days. I have also been sober for 961 days. I don’t think this coincidental.
If you feel the need, PM me. You can do this.
I was always in denial with my alcohol. Just lost my marriage of 6 years to it. I’d play the game too. Go a month or so with no problems then I’d have 1 or 2 beers after work. This was maybe twice a week. Then 4 times a week. Then atleast 1 beer everyday. Then some nights I get so drunk that I’d have to call off work. Wife eventually was sick of it and called it quits 8 days ago. Since then I have been… 8 days sober 
not a big fleet considering ive quit before, but this time I have to do it right and hit that 1 year and beyond. This place will not only help me with this, but now I have a better understanding of whats been wrong with me all these years.
Doing good sir?
@TheScotsman yes, im doing… ok. I was cleaning out the fridge today and found a full bottle of my wife’s balieys. My brain told me to take a sip, no one would ever know. I thought about it for a second, knowing this is always how it starts. One sip and the bottle is gone even though I can’t stand balieys. So im still on day 5 of being sober. My brain still won’t stfu about the full bottle. But as long as that bottle doesn’t touch my lips im good.
I know that exact feeling dude, I went to the shop earlier to get mints and chewing gum and I clocked the alcohol section. My Mouth actually watered as if it was a juicy burger. But never caved in. Still going strong. Almost completed day 6. Will be on day 7 in 8 hours
We can lie to everyone else but we can’t lie to ourselves. Im glad to see you doing well! Im around if you need to talk.
Omg, can you imagine how sick youd be?!? 
@anon79808082 no matter what or how much I drank I never got sick and never got hangovers. The only negative was my anxiety/ panic attacks and ptsd were bad the next day. I was an extremely functioning alcoholic. Which is why it was so hard for me to see that I had a problem and I needed to get better.
I’m completely opposite, lol. I’m glad you’re here…!
Dude I was like that… a true professional alcoholic, no noticable hangovers and i always kept what i drank. Of course now that im sober i realise that i always just felt like shit Haha.