No one joins an app based on sobriety because they have something under control or just need to “minimize” it.
You say you like the way it makes you feel, like you’re not in control. Have I got news for you, control is an illusion based on expectations and perceptions. You can’t even control your cravings, doubt you have too much control over everything else. Placing expectations on anything is setting ones self up for failure.
I don’t say this from spite, or to be mean. I say this from experience. With all sincerity, good luck on your 30 day experiment.