So it’s day 2. Not a lot of time, but I’m proud and feel a lot more clear instead of dragging throughout the day hungover and sick. I was thinking to myself "once I get over this hump, maybe after a month or so - I will get my life back in order and I can just drink occasionally instead of daily and in large amounts. I stopped and decided to Google any quotes, videos, or articles that David Bowie might have to say in regards to addiction. (As you may or may not be able to tell haha I’m a HUGE Bowie fan). I find him to be revolutionary, creative, and truly one of a kind. I look up to him for a multitude of reasons. After I searched, quite a few things popped up because I’m well aware Bowie struggled with many different aaddictions. I came across this short tidbit cut out of an interview video. What Bowie said really struck me and is helping me rrealize that maybe I will never be able to regulate it, maybe in fact it’s a kiss of death?
So please take a quick moment to listen to what he has to say before you get yourself on a blind band wagon that I can regulate my drinking when in fact I don’t think I will be able to. Here’s the link and cheers to 2 days, 1 day, a few hours or even if you’ve had to click reset - it’s okay! 
Please watch! -