Day 4 (again) - SMART recovery meetings?

Does anyone remember when they started feeling better mentally? I’m grateful I have Gabapentin to help but it’s still brutal.

Also any people try SMART recovery meetings? I’ve grown averse to AA

I’m on Gabapentin, theoretically for depression, and found out after 2 years it’s never been proven to work for that.
But I’ve noticed that regardless of my mental state, sometimes I feel like drinking.

As for AA, I’m not a big fan of the program, but I do go to the occasional meeting for the people contact.

Hey thx for responding… Gabapentin is widely used for anxiety. It’s been repurposed for bitch mood disorders and anx.

I just started with SMART it is awesome, CBT based and is already paying dividends in my recovery.