Great job and hang in there
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Every day is important my friend but day 3 really is a complete bitch, well done and proud of you 
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@livid-flames I can’t imagine what your going through just know I’m here if you wanna talk about anything . Even though your not ready to take your meds now you will at some point and there’s no shame and not wanting to face reality , because to be honest it can be rough I wish I had a better way with my words , but you are so loved and we are all here if you need us ! I hope you feel better soon
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@Dolse71 Completely agree it’s like a hill that’s hard to climb if that makes since but once your up on and over it. It’s like you have a new perspective I hope that makes sense lol . Thank you so much for your kindness
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thank you so much! don’t worry im not very good with words either. how is your day btw?
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It’s going pretty good even though I haven’t gotten out of bed yet I’m starting to have cravings so I’m gonna go outside for a walk. Today is day 6 for me ! How are you doing today ?
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congratulations on 6 days! it took me pretty long to get out of bed today and i had 2 naps after. did your walk go well? i got triggered by things my online friends did lol. it’s ok though. there was a storm at sea but it made swimming more fun!
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Thank you so much ! And i haven’t even gone yet the most I’ve done today is take out my dog my energy is very low today hopefully I’ll make a turn around by the end of the day and I’m sorry to hear about your online friends but glad to hear that you went swimming I haven’t gone all summer 
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ohh i understand. yea you might feel more like it later. it takes me a while to mentally prepare for going out 
will you try to go swimming soon?
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Yes I want to I have a local pool by my house just no one to go with me lol I think im gonna just go it alone at least before the summer ends
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Just want to congratulate you in you’re sobriety 3 days was my highest milestone for a long time those 3 days were an eternity. I’m now at 65 days and recently was thinking how fuck man I took my 60 day chip at 63 days and thought I remember when I couldn’t get past 3 and this time those 3 days took almost no effort at all. I know how to stay clean 24 hours at a time. Don’t ever lose that desire to stay stopped no matter what happens u keep trying don’t leave before the miracle happens. I’m so happy for you. Stay blessed in recovery fam you’re right where you’re supposed to be 
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@Jftself Thank you so much for your kind words and understanding especially and that 3rd day was hell lol today I’m on day 6 and I’m finally understanding taking things 24hrs at a time it is getting easier and wow 65 days congratulations I can’t imagine the journey you have had proud of you man I hope to get that far ! 
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Congratulations! And a job too! You are rocking it, well done!
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Thank you. Fuck yeah man day 6?! fuck yes lol. As a tip what helped me any time I had a thought of using, or drinking my sponsor told me to say out loud “oh yeah I don’t do that anymore!” Idk but it works so weird. That serenity prayer is always a help too sometimes I say it multiple times a day. You’re never alone we are here for you. Much love stay the course fam
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@Mali Thank you ! And I start next week hopefully the withdrawals will die down A little before I start lol
@Jftself Gosh you don’t know how bad I needed that mantra man cause I wont lie I had thoughts of using today but that is powerful I have to always remember that’s my old self and I’m on my way to being a new person ! Thank you so much for that
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Our addiction wants us dead man. It doesn’t want us to thrive to be who we truly are capable of being. Just remember dealing with the worst situation clean is always better than dealing with it loaded. I was a habitual relapser doin the same thing expecting a different result the beautiful insanity of it all. You just fuckin stay in the moment man and know you are never alone
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@Jftself Thank you man it truly means so much and yes dealing with things clean makes me proud because now I know I don’t have to be blasted to just get through my day
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Super glad you’re still around day fuckin 7 fuckin proud of you 
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