Definitely feel weak

Feel weak. Can’t quite quit drinking. I like the taste and don’t think it’s much of a problem other than what family tells me what I did/acted. If I have 3-4 beers I cannot remember anything. I’m guessing that is due to the 9 concussions I’ve had. Began drinking more once I returned from Iraq years ago to numb my feelings. Been hiding it for years

Hey Chris do you think maybe it’s more of a problem than you think if it’s causing blackouts? You are in the right place anyway and it’s good to be sober x

I know the alcohol doesn’t help. But out of the 9 concussions I have had, I have been knocked unconscious for 6 of them. I think the biggest thing is I do not remember much. So if I do drink, I don’t remember how many I have had so I just keep drinking. I’m to the point now where I know family worries about me enough because of all the concussions. I’m going to try and just stop so I don’t have to worry about not remembering when to stop so I can drive home, etc. I’m hoping with the tracker for time I will be reminded.