Does one drink count?

[SassyRocks]

Bingo!! This right here, every time!

My pattern has been identical. I’ll stop for a while, then at some point have a drink with dinner. Three days later I’ll have 2 or 3. A week later I’m blackout shitfaced, wake up depressed and ashamed, cycle starts again.

[Michael4]

Glad u posted your story. Some very good advise provided here for free. Thanks everyone for your valuable input.