dont drink at em is what i was told
drinking with them almost made me fight, almost got me pushed down stairs, and just stright up slapped
i will never stoop to that low again like i did percisly at 420pm 6 days ago
hears what happened
i was drunk
i wanted to get high
i would have done anything
… break the law, smoke crack
they just want your money, obviously not your back.
im better then that
1 man atleast talked to me
but he would also sock me in the back of my head; he did too a few days b4
i will never go back
only 2 kids had my back
its all good
ill meet em in town for a 45 dollar dinner. no for real
theyre good. the rest of em are squerrils chasing nuts
better believe it
lol i can taste that dinner now
Do you have someone IRL you can talk with about your recovery?
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got a bunch of numbers
im sober
safe
and good to go
i got this too
my mom and pops know how hard i work for sobriety
angers at a low ; get kinda fustrated at times
meeting are right down the street
i walked in the pouring rain to express importants to get my 1 day
i feel very content
at day 6
1 time i fought my dad and brother and lost
1 time i trashed my moms house over 10 bucks
i ran from cops
stole alcohol plenty of times
the rock bottom was the fight with my dad
ive been drunk in aa
co dependance with my ex
i sniffed burning pills that did nothing but swell my face
smoked meds that did nothing
unknowingly smoked opiods 1s
smoked crack
broke laws due to peer presser
fought people
i saved a cop from being hurt while a girl is yelling in my face.
a cop surrounded by addicts was brought down and helpless. the bad guy kept saying just go while the cop was stunned and asking 4 help.
the bad guys boys were walking up and down the street. 1 smiled at me
everyone ran and it was me, 1 friend and the bad guy. i was the only one holding down the both of them
backup came i went home
the cop called my mom.
the bad guy had a knife on him
hot damn im a addict alcoholic. and im now going to the meeting
im all good
thats a really good idea
i actually got paperwork on 1 lol
i am so happy i got that out guys thank u