Good advice man
I do obsess over these thought but the reason is, i feel so normal and not scared
If a michene can hear me i say
I dont care whos in charge i do what i want anyway but i will always try to be a good person
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I also believe secrets dont help anyone. If anything it dumbs them down. J believe every secret is actually a conspiracy
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But god hears us my good friend
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Thank god he can hear us
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That is my illness and i never spoke so into it like this till now till now
I managed to confuse my own head
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No. If I donāt want to quit, resentment and anxiety would be wedged into the relationship.
Iād appreciate their concern or whatever; and tell them that, but I wouldnāt.
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Heyy end of the day here at work
But whats keeping you from quitting my good friend. 
or have you quit or are you still trying
Im not for sure sure
If you quit why did you quit
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That raw hounesty totally helped me
I almost feel like ok i said it, i did my part for the schizophrenic world
Imagine being 16yo completely deathly afraid of a thought.
Not anymore
Listen to car radio by the very famouse band, 21 piolets
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That would definitely be scary, Iām glad you donāt feel that way anymore! 
Twenty One Pilots will forever be one of my favorite bands 
have you heard their newest single āDrag Pathā? I really enjoyed it!
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Lol i like car radio more
Drag path isnt my kinda ruthum
Car radio not only is catchy but it makes a lot of sence to me
āFor us to live is for us to think
For us to think wed be slive and i would die with every ryme ti come across like i am dying to let yoh know yoh need to try and thinkā
āPeace will win
Fear will loseā
āTheres faith and theres sleepā
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Im sure glad car radio found me first.
Oh definitely me too! Their older stuff makes me feel a certain way, maybe because of what I was going through when I first heard them and could really relate! Some sad, some happy!
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Gods got us my friend
The rest is up to the people.
But im cool knowing where i will go
A deep thought i have
When things die they become physically bigger
Bodyā¦
Dementionā¦
So onā¦
And forever is like a streight line forever going back and forth. The demention i believe. White hole, blackhole, white hole again
I feel like whatever it takes to quit.. a year or 2 ago I would have said no because it has to be for you but the more sobriety I get I realize that this is not a one size fits all thing.. Iām sure there is tons of people that quit for there partner or child and then after some time they were glad they quit and it did become for themselves also.. I feel like whatever it takes to quit the things that are killing you or getting in the way of true freedom and happiness.. and whatever you gotta do to stay sober off those things.
Addiciton is a spectrum disorder. What works for someone might not work for someone else.. The reason for quitting and the inspiration doesnāt matter because with time good things start happening and good changes and then the reasons dont matter.. or why you quit..
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Solid and very relatable
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I had a type of spirtual awekrning when learned to accept life on lifes terms, along with my journey in sobriety. I may be wrong but no proof doesnt mean wrong. Scientificallyā¦ there something bigger i believe. Call it god or the universe or whatever, but my spirtual thoughts are a part of my physical self
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And thats completely ok
As for me i clean toilets for now, thank god , god has the responsibility and not me
These thoughts have lingered a long time
Id like to talk spirtual experiences now.
Frel free to chime in anyone
I thought i heard a baby cry when i discovered spirtguids lol
Phyc health wise, if your scared your unsafe lol
Fear drives
You learn a lot in those wards
Drs even try to make you mad, not personally but to see how far youll go to know your nature