Everything is overwhelming simply because something that should feel normal to me is foriegn because I am doing it sober for the first time in 10 years.
I guess my biggest concern is how this is going to affect my marriage in long run. I am struggling with wanting to be around certain places and people that I would have in the past. I woukd simply just put up with things because I could just drink and soon forget about it.
I feel that I am enduring this change and would like to create a new chapter and do things differently. I just hope that my hubby is feeling the same way.
I fewl like I am getting back to becoming me and thats who he fell in love with in the beginning right.
Heres is to a new chapter and a new me. 