You’re doing so well, you can do this! Your body told you enough is enough. If you need to chat/vent/freak out then I am here, just message me 
we got this sh*t!
I think I just did it again with the reply lol I think I keep replying to the end of the thread…I need some kip! 
at least I’m off work till Tues!
Thanks really appreciate your kind words. Yeah body has had enough especially after the 40days it was like what the f#@k is this acid!!
Scared sometimes what damage is caused.
It’s the stuff I say with when I am drunk aswell that my partner tells me is horrid. Some really spiteful things and things I really don’t mean. I am starting to think of myself as 2 people. When I let my addict out its like releasing a nasty horrid part of me. When I am sober I find people like me more as I am happier and even look at the world through a simpler view n appreciate the little things like waking up fresh and being thankful for the fact that the world is a simple place I don’t need to mess it up for myself. Aa is not for me at this stage as not spiritual but if I don’t get better it will be Def on the card!! Are you hungover today??
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It’ll get better. Just stay strong and take it one day at a time. What’s recovery with out relapse
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I said and did awful things when being wasted, I’m coming to terms with that and my partner is still with me afyer everything. I’m doing this for us as much as for myself.
I’m not hungover just knackered! I’m awake now (3.10am) as I have trouble sleeping 