So weird moment today. I felt embarrassed to say I wasn’t drinking anymore after a run with a friend and my sister. Not that any detail needed to be discussed but why did I feel that? I had always found humor in the amount of wine I was drinking (a glass a night and multiple beers on fridays) and maybe that Is where I found my personality? I was the funny drunk. Will I be able to sustain friends if I’m not drinking or will people feel weird inviting me places if I’m sober? I know I will find strength in my journey but it was a odd moment today. But I felt really good today.
I also realized I love walking my dog in the morning with no headache. I would be snappy in the morning (5 am comes very early after restless nights) and I hated it. But this morning I was laughing and playing with him. I know there will be some days where I don’t want to wake up so early but today was fun. I owe my whole presence to him. I’m grateful for that little guy💙