I’m feeling completely hopeless at the moment. Thankfully, I don’t feel like drinking. I finally realize how much drinking has ruined my life. Sometimes it feels like I won’t ever be able to escape my past self because of all the resentment I feel from others. It feels like it’s still ruining my life. It’s kind of hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel.
I’m not posing any questions. Just sharing my current feelings. I need to get out of this negative mindset.
Keep doing what you’re doing and it will ease. Show the world that you can and will be a better person. But do it for you! Not to gain respect from others. Learn to respect yourself again.
I think family are the most difficult relationships to maintain, add personalities, quirks, attitudes, opinion and a false sense of love and respect and it all goes kaboom…it sucks but there it is.
We’ll the same yard to cross the ocean’s. I can understand how do u feel now.cause I go true past few weeks ago.Let the time twach u to accented who u are really.be strong .