Feeling great and my head gets clear daily. I had thought about all the bad that has happened and had moments where I thought of having a drink but instead went for a walk or a drive.
With my gf moving out, while I was drinking I was pissed off and upset but I have a clear understanding as to why she needs to. Living apart I feel will give us the opportunity to become our own selves again and appreciate the love we have for each other when we see one another.
I have been going to meetings called smart recovery as I cannot handle AA. Also been going to a recovery church and in doing so my head feels a little better then it used to.
I am 28 days sober and I am going to continue this journey of sobriety not just for a happy healthier me but for the relationship I hold with my gf.