So last night was the hardest night yet. i had two panic attack fighting my urge to drink. but i quickly took to coming here to this group n just wrote what n how i felt at the moment. im so happy i have all of you i dont even know you people but you guys are such a blessing for me i cant believe i found u guys! i ended up crying n falling asleep after i got some awesome responses. Sometimes im going to say angry things n bad words please forgive me i dont know how else to feel at those crazy moments. THANK YOU ALL!! IM STILL SOBER! 4 DAYS 
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@Oliverjava thanks youve been great! today is not so bad. stayed busy watching shows with my kids all day i know thats not healthy but better than anything else at the moment
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Good job @Igotthis88 - every time u beat the urge it’s progress made!