First day and hardest

Alot of excuses to relapse…
Alot of excuses to stay in my addiction without any change…
Alot of lies on my self or actually trying to convince myself to relapse…
But no I wanna stop…
I Wanna start my recovery again…
I refuse my loneliness
I refuse my weakness
I refuse my excuses
I am trying to start being sober again…
First 24 hours… After 4 months I hit the floor…
And lost everything in these 4 monthes…

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You are not alone mate. Don’t let these feelings populate your mind. Go to a meeting and take it of your chest. You’ll feel better.

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Plenty of excuses but no REASON ? if you want to stay sober , easy to talk the talk its walk the walk get to a meeting make it easier wish you well

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