First step odd where it happens

Today I have reached a scared point. Finally admitting that I have an addictive personality. It’s been realization from food positioning and my addiction to alcohol. Finally need to make myself responsible. I don’t want to end up with others talking about me or seeing hurt in their eyes. Today my mom gave me a look that scared me. What am I doing? I know I’m good and once again. My life has to change for myself. To better improve myself. Addiction is greedy and selfish. For once I am crying for myself inside. Stupid how our reality crashes on us and where we are.

Today I do this for me

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Congratulations, admitting to yourself that you are having a problem is a big step to make!
Welcome here! This app is a great app for me and it keeps me focussed. I’m here every day and it helps.
So I hope you stick around!
Come here if you need help, we’re here for you!

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You can beat this thing. You gotta disable your disease like it did to us. Know your triggers and avoid them. Especially the reasons we give ourselves to relapse in the first place.

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