Welcome Grace.
That pattern sounds very familiar. I remember those days. It’s a vicious cycle isn’t it?
I’m glad you found us. Have a good read around. Learn all you can about addiction and find support. It took me lots of support to beat the cycle of addiction.
Here’s a good thread to start with.
Being active on here is just one of my tools that keeps me sober. Lots of great support here.
Hope to see you around.
