Get sober again, from different Addictions and struggling with Shame and Depression

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Maybe i am a ugly piece of s**t in Moments Like this. I dont Know… OK enough for today

Lonely looser this evening.

Jesus wont Love me for this sin i think

[ICanAndWill]

I’ve PM’d you.

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Thanks @ICanAndWill @DanielaJ @poppyfairy

Thanks for you great Support.

You are so great, lovely people

I am so grateful for you

Even when i am in a awful mood Sometimes you are Here for me

When you struggling with Something or Need to Talk about anything feel free to write me

[poppyfairy]

This place and people here saved me many times as well We are really rooting for each other

[BackOnTheRoad]

Hey Put my Alcohol Timer Back to Zero,

The night sleep was OK. But restless anyway

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Update, today also Smoke medical Weed.

It was really medical Not to get High.

Tomorrow i Reset the Weed Timer.

And i still in my little alcohol relapse.

But still quit Amphetamines, MDMA and No gambling!

[BackOnTheRoad]

Back again now Here

To much war inside my head.

Yesterday did Not Went Out, Bad feelings in the darkness.

Pmo, Weed, and sippin few shots Bourbon

But i will get Back on track!

Even in hard Days Love yourself​

Now i Start writing a Song

[BackOnTheRoad]

[ICanAndWill]

That’s a powerful picture! Wow! I feel that.