Glued to one person

I’ve been with one woman 10 years . Currently not and. I break out and want to get drunk or worse to escape

I don’t know much of your story but. Acceptance is the key to my happiness! I repeated that SOOOO many times a day at first. Some of my story my addiction lost me 23 years of marriage. I couldn’t give it up until it was to late. You might not be to that point so fix yourself and give the relationship time. I’m not going to tell you it’s easy but if you believe in AA read page 416-417 the chapter on acceptance.