My mind too! Whenever I try meditation all I can think about is how I’m not feeling at all like those images of people meditating look
I’ve found walking meditation is helpful. The physical movement gives me something to attend to, and helps me stay in my body (where I can feel grounded, even if it’s off and on) as opposed to sitting meditation, which is all in my head (and therefore like herding cats).
Is there a problem with me? I don’t think so. I have to believe it’s possible to be mindful and meditative while having a “roomful of cats” brain. Millions of people do, around the world, and it has to be possible for them, so it must be possible for me, right?
I use Insight Timer & I’ve found the meditations helpful:
https://insighttimer.com/meditation-topics/walkingmeditation
How do you do your meditation? (If you want to explore it there’s a thread about it here: Motivation and meditation posts (Part 1) and also the tags about it are helpful - there’s a few good threads: Topics tagged meditation)