I was able to more easily quit my other addictions because it was so obvious how bad it was for me. But when it comes to weed, people use it as a medicine. I have a medical card, it does help with my depression some (though I hear long term its worse). Maybe…just maybe if I tried to moderate this time it might work for its intended purpose? Though I’m not 100% sure I can but I wouldn’t be opposed to trying. Here are my pluses and negatives I came up with for me
-Loss of motivation
-Long term depression
-Harder to cope without
-Expense
-Lung damage (though the method I am thinking of using is very easy on the lungs)
+Helps me sleep
+Helps short term depression
+Makes life and activities more enjoyable
+Boosts my mood
+Keeps my anxiety at bay
If this were like my other habits it would almost be entirely negatives. This is such a hard one. I don’t know what I want to do. I am having so much anxiety over this decision. I’m really having a hard time.