Well today’s been a hard day for me thats for sure! Everyday I cry because I miss my daughter and how I can’t see her or be with her whenever I want to and its definitely killing me inside that I can’t help but cry, she is with someone I know which is wonderful but they won’t let me see her whenever I can, I had a visit with her on Monday with the dcf worker there and it sucked so bad, she’s only 3 weeks old and this is when I should be bonding with her the most and I can’t even do that! I’ve gotten her so many things and I never see them because I get pictures of her and I wish they would put her in what I have gotten her. I just miss her so much, I hate having depression to because it makes it so much harder with all of this that im going through.
I can only imagine how painful it is not to be able to bond with your daughter at this time. I am so sorry you’re experiencing this. I’m glad you’re here and reaching out.
I understand I’m hear if u ever need to talk… Today is my 2nd day sober…