Having a tough time starting my recovery

Welcome! Certainly online meetings are a great way to connect with people, and on here too. It does take effort and time for connections to form, so just keep reaching out. There are some threads that are popular, such as

Checking in daily to maintain focus #77

Daily Gratitude, The Air Of Recovery #8 :lotus:

Sober Selfies #20 (NO swimwear, shirts required, please review rules)

Meme wars 95 :face_with_hand_over_mouth: Go! No Politics Please

These can be fast moving so it can take time to get established as a regular, but as I said, keep reaching out.
Starting your own diary / reflection type thread is another way to connect to people.

Best of luck :four_leaf_clover: