●Put as much effort into your sobriety as you have been trying to manipulate and justify using again. You're stuck in your head, which is a dangerous neighborhood early on. Read, study, and work your recovery program.
●Educate yourself on this addiction. There's tons of resources online.
●Start a sobriety journal and start by making a list as to why you shouldn't use and what the benefits are to living a sober lifestyle.
●Be completely honest with yourself. If you are feeling squirrelly, ask for help.