Another vote for meetings. There you will find people that actually understand what you have gone through, and hopefully people who are willing to support you, although of course, people are people, they are more or less busy / reliable, depending on where they are in life. My first real try at getting sober I used this website
Join The Alcohol Experiment FREE! (thisnakedmind.com)
This has daily videos and reflections to get you thinking about your relationship with alcohol.
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That’s awesome Angelica. You are not alone. At meetings you will find people who understand. And you will make friends, over time. As you show up at the meetings and start learning and practicing, you will make friendships with other members. You will have people you can reach out to.
Don’t give up. Freedom is available when you search and practice, one day, one hour at a time.
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How was the meeting?
I didn’t like it at first but I stuck around and actually enjoyed it after a while. The thought of it scared me but I’ll feel more comfortable tomorrow since I already got the first one over with.
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That’s awesome. One step at a time 
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