Hoping this will stop soon

So as I stated on my previous post I’m dealing with some major anxiety.
I been now clean for 5 days, however tonight I have to work my 2nd job at the night club. This is an over stimulating environment with lots of triggers. Not only that but I have some financial stress so skipping it might not be the best option at the moment.
Usually I’d be happy it was Thursday and I’d get to do something I love (playing music) at night but now it has almost become a fear, and also makes me very upset that it has come to this.
I just wish everything was back to normal … I’m afraid it will never return to that.

You are only on day 5, your mind has gone into overdrive readjusting, ultimately spiking your anxiety.

Try to relax, and if you can, eventually talk to your doctor about short term something or other to work through it. (prescription, over the counter, natural or otherwise.)

If you feel Fear in that job, i say you might need to change job. Find a way to overcome your Fear. I do hope you find a way to Come around this .