I’m two days sober and all the demons I used alcohol to chase are attacking full bore. I suffer from OCD and drinking was my way of making the “noise” stop. Problem is that I would drink to the point where I became someone else, who is not a good person. I’m a husband, father, college graduate and friend who as of late has let old vices take control. Alcohol has always been my vice and it has led me to cave on other things that I would never do sober. I want to be sober, I want to be a good person.
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Thank you so much. I’ve never really committed to getting sober and just praying I have the strength to do it.
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Finding today a little harder with the guilt aspect. Trying to shake it, but I just don’t understand who it is I become when I’m drunk. It’s not me and the things I do or have done, just make me so angry at myself.
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You know that drinking turns you into someone you despise and you expired it clearly so from now on you have to use your own will power to motivate yourself to acknowledge how the substance alters you. You don’t want to become that person so remember what it’s effects are any time you think of drinking. Sobriety will become what’s regular got you with time
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Thank you. It’s just not easy to know that something like alcohol can change you so much.