I always give up on myself

I want to start by saying that I want to have strong will against alcohol. I am a sucker for it and I don’t know why. I feel so lost and so lonely but I have everything anyone could ever want. I feel the need to drink all the time. I have reset my clock more than I want to admit. The only thing I haven’t gave up on is my marriage. But when will he give up on me.? I’m lost! My soul is lost! I don’t know what to do. I ask why does it have a hold on me. I can’t do it anymore.

Just hang in there and look for positive things to do to keep your mind off drinking.

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Hang in there Andrew, I’m newly sober 12-13/16. My Dr prescribed Campril 333’mg it totally eliminates the erge and I don’t even think about alcohol

That is awesome, I have not consulted a doctor yet. Im a little iffy about taking meds.

Give AA PHONE SEE IF THEY CAN HELP BEST OF LUCK