Quitting drinking is something I don’t have a problem with… Staying quit is.
It’s getting dangerous and affecting my life and happiness.
So…i made the call to get into a live-in rehab. I need to be away from work and all the shit we deal with each day just surviving. I admit i am powerless over it. Been doing AA, but need more. The help is there for a reason so I’m taking it.
To be honest, I’m kind of looking forward to it.
I have people who love me that don’t need to see me killing myself.
They deserve it. I deserve it.
I have a better life to live just waiting for me to grab with sober hands.
Alcohol isn’t even fun anymore.
The return on investment is shithouse… Yet here i am struggling with something so obviously depressive and lacking in enjoyment. Crazy.