why I am finding it so hard to pull my stuff and self together.
My personal life is all over the place.
I feel very scared of the world, unknown, and feeling like everyone is judging me/talking about me.
Witch is worried, I normally do not care what people say about me because that is on them, not me.
I just feel like I am frozen in one spot/the people who see me think I am a doll not a real person made to look like a doll by this blank we call life.
Sorry you are struggling! I tend to obsess about what other people think of me. What has helped me is to think about how much that person or people effect or have influence in my life, I usually realize not much, then who cares?
From what I’m told, as we grow in sobriety we rediscover who we are.
Have you set any goals? This has kept me focused on what i need to do no matter how long it takes to achieve. Most people i could care less how they feel. Most people that poke at people and start drama because thier own life Sucks and do this to make them self look better. Your better then to give into them you can always find better friends then that. Even a bet will be a better friend then they will ever be as a pet will appreciate you for you!