Welcome back. Part of the rules we all signed off on include not posting on the main forum when we are under the influence because it could be triggering to other members. We do have a space for conversations, support and assistance when under the influence, it is the Seeking Help category. Your thread was moved there. It is an opt in category, so moderators will send instructions on how to opt in to the category.
Over the years we found it could be very triggering to have people under the influence on the main forum. Having the separate, safe space can allow more support during a challenging time. Tho mostly we suggest folks sleep it off and come back when sober, since this is an abstinence based forum. We definitely understand that sobriety is not a straight line, one and done.
I hope this helps explain what happened to your thread. And I hope you will stick around and find support here. I know it can feel overwhelming at times. Wishing you all the best. We are all here for support and healing. 
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