I hit 30 days today. I’ve been sleeping much better and my mood has been pretty consistant. I also got a job offer today for a job I wanted so I’d say this is a pretty awesome day! I just need to remind myself that just because everything is going well doesnt mean I can now go back to drinking.
Always try to remember where you came from and what you don’t want to go back to… Life can be great even though there will be struggles… I lost my husband a year ago as a direct result of this disease and I made it I lost a few organ’s when he went into a coma and lost my precious grand mother and I had a nervous breakdown BUT I stayed clean… I have a lot to deal with but I have a great group that puts up with my crazy ass… Lol life can be good… today is my dead husband’s birthday and I thought it would kill me but I pulled it together took care of our daughter and went to my group listened to music we loved and held him happily in my heart and spirit… I made it through all that and loosing our dog we had for 16 years… I did it, I wanted my life , I want inner peace… stay strong…