I wish I could talk to some body
There is a entire community here. And at a meeting you can face to face. I’m opening my meeting up right now
Man, it does happen. We are all here for you. Don’t beat yourself up. Get back on it, don’t let the evil drag you down. Take control, even if u need to reach out to a clinic.
Try and get to meeting if you can Willliam there will be plenty of sober people there to talk to Face to Face WISH YOU WELL