Welcome @Anonymous2022, it’s nice to meet you 
You are not alone - many people struggle with this exact addiction.
The ways of describing this addiction vary, but in my case, I say that I’m addicted to lust. I’m addicted to the thrill, the tease, the forbidden. I’m addicted to sexual behaviour and thinking which is about me gratifying my own fantasies. (This is different from what I consider healthy, helpful sexual behaviour, which for me is partnered sex with my spouse. I’ve never had a sexual experience without my spouse that I was grateful for or happy about.)
I found it very helpful to join a recovery program focused on recovery from lust and sex addiction. There are many such programs. In my case I attend Sexaholics Anonymous (www.SA.org); there are other programs too:
Welcome to Talking Sober! 